I been straight all my life but I’m trying to change that. In this quest I’m trying to find beauty on other men. It seems I already developed a type (weird, since I don’t have a type for women, or do I?).

Yesterday I was looking at this guy on the street, quite intensively I might add. He looked back at me and had eye contact for a little bit too long. At first I was pleased with such an interesting short-lived connection; then I thought “What if this guy is really homophobic and wants to kick my ass?”

That made me had a small glimpse in how hard it must be being homosexual. Not being able to show affection in public, not being able to just look at someone you like; being afraid of flirting with someone because aside from rejection, you might get a punch. It’s so depressing.

Thankfully I truly believe the world is changing and getting better. Maybe one day, all those issues will be nothing but recollections from the past.